MY Journal (June, 2011)

 JUNE 6, 2011     
  
 FIRST DAY OF CLASSES..          

I was not that excited to the first day of classes, yet I went to school so early. I just missed the noise and naughtiness of the pupils of Gotamco Elementary School, not to mention the positive impression I could make for our new principal. I don't know why I was glad to know that most of my pupils last school year are my pupils again this time. All I know is that it would be easier  for me to impose discipline, especially now that they are in 5th grade. I think, they are more reserved now.       

Only 80% of my 4th grade pupils are assigned to me as my advisory class. It's not bad! At least it would be a less effort for me, for they already knew what I dislike and like.

This first-day is different from my very first day to handle classes at Gotamco. Before, I had a hard time dealing with hard-headed and disrespectful pupils. I was culture-shocked, really! But now, the time has passed so quickly that I never felt my presence in the school.


JUNE 7, 2011       

Teaching is indeed a noble job! It is also rewarding..        

Today, I taught my pupils on how to solve math problems like 98 x 97 and 24312 divided by 9 in 5 seconds. Their interest and participation were the proofs that I am a fruitful educator. And, it is like a reward for me. I have shared what I know and at the same time I have done my duty as DepEd employee.     

 I always wanted to impart knowledge to my pupils. I'm not satisfied with just giving information. i see to it that they learn and they know how to apply it in real life.       

And just like what I did to my last year's pupils and GSATI's pupils and students, I'm looking forward to touch their hearts.       

Time will come, all of my pupils will like me again..


JUNE 8, 20011        

It's a rainy day, but it makes my head so hot!         

It was due to the untimely visit of a father who was accusing me that I never minded his son's complaint yesterday. I did not know why he questioned my care to my pupils, instead of questioning what really happened between his naughty kid and 16-year old pupil of mine. He should had asked me first or my whereabout when the fight occurs. His approach was really abusive as if it was my fault. The fact is the the pupils involved did not tell me. If only the victim came near to me and show me the bump on his nose, I, of course, will do immediate action. But the truth is no one told me personally and formally.         

The victim and his classmates were saying that he has gotten something on his face. I thought they were talking about the scratches on his face, which I have seen when he came in the classroom. I just told them, "Hayaan mo sya!" Besides, if he is really innocent he came to me and complaint. i'm a concerned person. I will surely meddle and bring the bully and the victim to the guidance office, just what I was doing ever since.        

It is a case of physical injury. There is no reason for me to be laid-back and negligence.            In short..we meet at the guidance counselor's office. He was still strong to his belief that I never done my part as his annoying child's adviser. He also thought that I was on the side of the accused. He threatened me.            

However I was clever enough to clear out things. I said both of them were culprits and victims. It only happens that his child was physically injured by a teenage pupil. All I wanted is to pardon the pupil who hurt his son and not to bring the case outside the school because the it might ruin the studies, life and dreams of that teenager. I just pity him.            After my litany, he calmed down. Both parties made an agreement.          

Then, I had an opportunity to talk to him. He apologized.           

Nevertheless, I was hurt. my first encounter with him was terrible! Good thing is he lowered himself.


JUNE 9, 2011           

Due to the tropical depression, Dodong, the classes were suspended. I was so glad to heard the announcement on television for I could have a rest. I also could spend more time in using my laptop.           

The rain was not that strong. I surmised, DepEd has committed a mistake in their decision of suspending classes. It was favorable to teachers like me, but not for the pupils. They lose the chance to learn more.         

At one o'clock, I went to Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Pasay to some percentage of my tuition fee for my graduate studies. Alas! I paid P300 as penalty for being a late payer and I would pay additional 10% of the tuition because I was not able to pay it in full. But it's alright. I was glad that I was already enrolled.


JUNE 10, 2011           

I was hoping classes are to be suspended again. However the sun shone in the morning. I had no choice but to come to school.         

I'm a dedicated teacher. I'm not yet satiable in having a vacation. All I want is an extension..
          
How I wish it is extended..


JUNE 11, 2011          

I woke up excitedly at 5:30 in the morning to prepare for my first day master classes at PLP. In fact, I had only 3 or 4 hours of sleep due to the strike of my insomnia. It's alright! as long as I was not late..         

However, my professor did not arrive. I waited there for almost 3 hours. I was so mad at this unannounced absence of almost professor who will about to teach today on different schedules. even the dean of graduate studies was not present. I would surely blame her for this mistake.         

I was not only the one who ruin the day. It only means that this day is supposed to be the very first day of our classes..     
   
At 9:30 A.M. I went back home and slept till two o'clock in the afternoon..


JUNE 12, 2011         

 I felt sad today due to the absence of Zillion and Emily. I missed them so much. I missed the noise of my son and the care of my wife.  It’s been 12 days when they left to Caloocan.             Thus, to alleviate this feeling, I went to Rizal Park. Since, today is the 113th anniversary of Philippine Independence and I was temporarily independent and single, I joined many Filipinos in celebrating the obtained freedom.         

 There, I have somehow forgotten what I was feeling. Seeing my countrymen commemorating the nationalism of the heroes and heroines, who fought for the country’s independence eradicated it. My mind and heart filled with happiness as I saw the artistry, cooperation and nobility of the people who were there.           

I also recollected the night that my brother, Jano; my cousin, Diyang; and I witnessed the centennial celebration of our nation at the same place. It was 13 years ago. We roam around the park and later enjoyed at the open and free concert.          

When I got home at past seven in the evening, I immediately viewed the photographs I took at the park. They were very nice. I would be proud to upload them in my Facebook account, because all shots were very nationalistic.


JUNE 13, 2011          

 I went to school at 10 A.M. not knowing that’s my “mag-Ina” will arrive. Emily went there to get the key. And later on I got back home to see my son. I missed him so much. Alas! Mommy Ofie was with them. I was not able to show my real feelings. However, I had kissed and hugged him for a while.          

 When I returned home, he was already asleep. I could not play with him. But it’s alright. At least they’re here now. I would not be lonely anymore.


JUNE 14, 2011           

 The presence of my "mag-ina" gave more energy, enthusiasm and inspiration to teach. I was able to make my lesson lively and extraordinary. I could say that my pupils learn from me.


JUNE 15, 2011            

At 9 o'clock in the morning, I have claimed the check amounting to P26,400 from Asianlife Financial Assurance Corporation in Cubao, Quezon City. I was so glad for it because I could now plan for Zillion's first birthday celebration.             

My pupils were all noisy and naughty today. They became disturbing. Our classroom turned into hell. Thus, at six, before we go home, I reprimanded them. I was forced to call them animals in the zoo due their mischiefs, yet the tone was inspiring and challenging them to change for good.


JUNE 16, 2011           

 When I got to school at past 10 o’clock, I started inviting some of my co-teachers, especially the Spies Group and other young teachers. I confirmed to them their presence. Some are not sure. Most of them will surely come and join.             

My ‘‘mag-ina” visited me at past 3 o’clock in my classroom. They escaped the tremendous heat in our home.              

At seven, we bought some groceries at HP. It was our first family date since they arrive from Caloocan.


JUNE 17, 2011            

I still love to teach even though my pupils are hard-headed, uninterested to learn and noisy. I will not quit this job, not because it is my bread and butter, but because I enjoy what I am doing. I love them and I am happy seeing them learning.            

 I just want patience and ….


JUNE 18, 2011              

At last I met my masteral's professors. first is DR. Fernando Rivas. He is  my prof in two consecutive periods. last is Dr. Rolando E. Soriano, my godfather.           

  However, there was no formal classes today. They just give syllabus and report topics and assign reporters. But I enjoyed the first meeting with my previous principal because he let us introduce ourselves. He also introduced himself. I have learned a lot from him. 

  Four, we went to H.P.. we wanted to pay the reservation  for venue rental at Funhouse. but unfortunately I failed to withdraw money from my BPI savings account. we were so disapponted and ashamed to the office clerk who accommodated us.             

I thought I could purchased groceries using my BPI debit card. However, we also failed to do so. I was so mad and worried. I was thinking my money was eaten by the bank. I was also thinking of our food and budget till Tuesday.             

Good thing, I saw Ninang Elsa. I borrowed money so that we could pay for the items we choose. She saved us from possible hunger.


JUNE 19, 2011            

Today is Dr. Jose P. Rizal’s 150th birthday. I was supposed to be at Luneta joining the Function Run, but I did not join because it’s Father’s Day today. I wanted to be with my family the whole day.             

I began the special day greeting all the fathers in my Facebook’s friends list. I did it while preparing for our breakfast. It also serves as a treat for my “mag-ina”, since we could not go out due to  rain and scarcity in budget.   
       
Afternoon, I cooked champorado with love. I have let the two sleep  ”to sawa”.


 JUNE 20, 2011           

We sold our brass bed to our board mates for two reasons: first, because we were in need of money and lastly, because our room was full-packed. Thus today, we did a general cleaning. It resulted to comfort.


JUNE 21, 2011              

I did math magic in Grade V Section Charity before and after discussion. I have made everybody delighted. I had heard wows and commendations, which gave me confidence and inspiration to study math tricks and other magic for the sake of motivating pupils. They requested for more and expected for other the next day.                

I also taught them how to solve 3-digits times 2-digits numbers using box method. They got it easily. I just hope it would be useful to them.


JUNE 22, 2011               

I never thought that I would be an Officer of the Day in the canteen. Good thing is the task is not that tough. I only counted the canteen sales at that time. That’s it! Bad thing about it is that I haven’t done my priority on that time.                

It was evening when I have started drafting Leona Montes’ report. Though  I should have been doing the invitation cards for Zillion’s first birthday celebration, I was prioritizing her task. I just wanted to help her.  


JUNE 23, 2011                

Classes were suspended at 3 PM. I was so glad that I could go home early.I wanted to sleep. however when I got home, I had no chancee to nap because I took care of my son for his mother left. But it's alright. at least I have a rest from my naughty pupils.


JUNE 24, 2011        

The classes were suspended again due to heavy rain. I was so glad for this. I had more time “facebooking” and internet browsing, not to mention the time with my family.       

At past 3 PM, we went to HP despite of the rain. We excitedly bought polo and shoes for Zillion.


JUNE 25, 2011         

Since the suspension of classes were announced, I did not go to PLP for my masteral class, though the rain has stopped. I just spent time in editing Zillion's photos in imikimi.com.           At past three o'clock in the afternoon, we went ti HP. We paid P10K as downpayment for ur son's birthday party.


JUNE 26, 2011         

Past nine in the morning I went to Divisoria. I bought souvenir items for Zillion's birthday party. I got home at 12 noon. Then at 3 PM, we went to HP. I purchased red jacket that i will wear on my son's big day.         

I did not mind the expenses. I knew my budget will be enough for the celebration, without compromising the budget for our daily needs.


JUNE 27, 2011        

I was so sad today. I did not know the reason of my sadness. I just felt indifferent. It seems that I have no zest in my body. Going to school is Justin for salary’s sake. Yet, I still teach devotedly. Enthusiasm is not only present.      

However, it was gone when I got home. My tiredness and gloom disappeared immediately. Maybe the smile of Zillion is a magic potion.

JUNE 28, 2011        

I was inspired now to teach. Alas! There’s no exchange of classes. So I have to stay in my advisory classroom, till 4:30 PM. However, I have made them learn from me because I imposed learning. I made sure everybody has participated and intently listening to the discussion.       

 At 5:00 PM, I started the meeting with the parents. I lively discussed our agenda. I also told them the story about a parent who blamed me for his son’s bump. They understand what I wanted them to do whenever they have complaint with me or pupils.        

They are the same parents I have met last school year, so I have had a nice conference with them. I just hoped they would help me develop their children’s minds.         

Mommy Ofie visited us today. I was surprised of her presence when I got home. I merely did not show her. Instead, I accommodated her slightly. Then I have learned the reason of her arrival – it’s because of Mhel.


June 29, 2011

My pupils had been so disturbing today. They made my blood pressure raised. I reprimandedand hurt some of them because they were acting terribly bad. Some of them disrespected me by not participating and by talking and laughing. .


June 30, 2011          

Past six, I and some of my co-teachers namely: Mrs. Sibonga, Mrs. Ignacio, Mrs.Villaranda. Mrs. Dadula, Pareng  Joel and Pareng Lester went to Manila Doctors’ Hospital because we have learned that Mam Montes dying. I was so sad for that tiding. I never thought that she would give up. We just talked last week about her illness and I never have seen any sign of weakness.         

When we got to the hospital, Mam Leonie was already dead. My heart fell down. I wanted to touch her hand but I decided not to do so. I instead looked at her wake. I knew she was ready for it. She was strong but her body could not live any longer.        

I felt sympathy for Leona, her daughter. I wanted to tell that I’m going to miss her mother. But silence covered me.